I just happen to have this book because my teacher left it on random bench after school, I took it home and plan to give it back the next day. I ended up never give it back to my teacher since I forgot. I read this once the day after I found it, I didn't understand anything inside. Then 4 years later (now) I finished this book again but I still didn't get what is this book actually about. I saw some reviews saying that this book is about suicide, and because of that, I hope I'll never relate or understand this book.