I found this profoundly moving. I'd never heard of this disease before. Such a awful way to live your life not knowing whether you will be able to recover from the spasms caused. It is even more heartbreaking that perhaps the greatest singer/performer of her time is suffering from this. Her voice has been her instrument and let's hope she can at least recover some of this as it is so important for her.
But if it doesn't know Celine that you gave us all so much joy...pleasedont be hard on yourself. Enjoy your life with your 3 boys x