That game for whatever reason feeds on your frustration. I've been playing for a solid 2 months and I'm not bad at all. What I have learned is that when you get frustrated, the suck fest intensifies dramatically. Squads triple in difficulty, the game miraculously doesn't spawn any quality weapons, shields or health. Maybe I am clinically insane, but to me it truly seems like there's an algorithm of sorts in the game that listens to your energy/attitude via headset, and determines your match. If you're positive and having fun you're rewarded. If you're negative and frustrated it becomes spiteful. I know... that sounds crazy... but I wouldn't be tryping a book in the reviews here, if I didn't think there could be some form of truth in what im saying... All I know is I'm a damn good Apex player. When I'm frustrated, every match is hopeless. There is something more to that coincidence......