I, too, was abused. Early in life, much too early. I started having flashes, bits and pieces when I stopped the alcohol and the barbiturates and the codeine. I told the alcohol and drugs therapist: ''funny, I feel, while I am talking to you about this that my legs and my thighs contract. Oh well, I am probably inventing this idea to make you feel sorry for me''. The feeling diminishes but is always there, at the thought.
I say to all who know what it is to loose a huge part of your soul, I know. I think about you and ask God, the Lord of Israel, the Lord of Hosts to help you anyway possible. It is written that with Him, anything is possible and that He is always in control. On this earth, bones will break, hearts will break too in ten thousands pieces. Do not be afraid. Do not despair. Keep your courage and hope while you walk in this(&&%%%: quรฉbec kind of swearing !) valley of shadows. You are not alone anymore. Shout to Him. Do not stop shouting. I, need you too. Together, we have a hope and a future. I believe. The battles are God's battles, no? Yes, yรข!
Because of you,because you exist as a Jewish person, I have the possibility of salvation and eternal life. Tell everybody, talk about this very unfair pain. This film is powerful. Your witness(es) will bring a tsunami of change. They might perish in the Red Sea too!
May the Lord of Israel bless you, all of you who know the lies.
From a cold Quรฉbec city, salutations. hugo XXXXXXX x 70 x 7: it took me many years to be ok with hugs but I think I have forgotten how it feels to kiss!(too old! at 68?Naaaa!: that's faith!) Thank God for humor!