Everyone I know and probably you know lives the life they want to live. Harry was born into this family. He had no choices and apparently they want him to live his life like that. No choices, do what the "firm" says. Harry met the perfect woman for him. They love each other, respect each other, had a beautiful family together and he saw what only an insider in the palace could see. It happened to his mother and it was now happening to his wife. His mother was a great influence on his life and he is his mothers son. Live your life Harry, any way you choose. You don't owe the world an explanation but you are trying to give one and 50% of the people will put you down for it. God forbid anyone tell that 50% how to live, what to do, when to protect, when to hide, when to run, when to talk, when to shut up. etc. You and Meghan deserve to live your life anyway you want! Do it! I applaud you. Live, Love, Laugh!