First of all, my thoughts about this book was maybe this a kind of book that maybe it was a sad motivational story kind of like the movies i used to watch. However, little did i know that this book is going to break my heart crush my soul and crumble my motivation to bits.. million bits... Im in literal pain. the summary itself is enough to crush me. I mean it. Really. Honestly Hanya? How could you write such a book? I love it but somehow i want to unread it.. You know there's not many things can make me overthink for a long time. To think a single book can overcome that. Wow. Just wow. However, the depiction of Jude's emotions through out the story was such a crazy ride and i would love for everyone to experience it like me.