I loved this book so much I literally can't even find the words to express it. And unfortunately I'll never be able to watch the Apple TV dramatization because it could never match what I experienced in my mind and heart in reading it. I just couldn't. I'm a man but I'm not even afraid to say I cried a little at the end of the book -- it was just such a poignant and beautiful ending. And I hated to say goodbye to the characters. I will never forget this book! It cut me to the bone.