alif needs therapy.
why he's surrounded by people who keep guilt tripping him?
if u watch this and actually think "yea i should be more like alif", no, you are not. i mean if that's what you want, then go ahead, but do it for yourself and not for anyone's sake. also remember that you are allowed to be angry, you are allowed to cry, to swear and even cut ties with people who're toxic to you.
you owe them nothing.