He loves you. So much so that He went through all that and so much more just so you wouldn't. Repent and believe in Him. Please, for your own sake.
I highly recommend you watch this movie but even then nothing beats The Bible. Read the Gospels, even just the Gospel of John and be saved. Believe please. Leave your life of sin and death today. Right now, right here. He has given you this moment right now to accept Him.
Please, you have no idea how much He loves you. He's your Father and you've hurt Him but He's still so so willing to forgive you in an instant if you just say sorry earnestly and honestly come to Him.
John 3:16
John 14:6
Romans 6:23
Isaiah 43:1-4