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ever since I was little, I used to watch 70s-80s bollywood films. that's because my parents are movie fanatics. and that shaped my liking for 70s-80s film. my dad is a govinda fan, like he has to watch the movie if govinda is starring in it. so he was watching a film once, Swarg. It starred govinda as well as the legend Rajesh Khanna Ji. I was I think 11-12 at that time, I knew nothing about film and acting, but I developed a huge liking for rajesh khanna ji. I have heard about anand being one of the best film of all time and how it strongly bonds the meaning of life and the peacefulness of death. how it depicted that we human made death to be something very negative, something we all wanna run away from but in reality, death is all about peace, we don't need to run from it, we don't even need to think about it, we know that's the inevitable truth so let's just embrace the present where we are healthy and alive. I have heard about this film, but I was too scared to watch it. I was going through bad depression, it was severe, and even a slight trigger could turn me into crying mess. I didn't wanna do that knowing how true and painful this movie will be for me. but today I changed my mind and decided to watch it. it made me realise that how much of a stuck up life I am leading. just wasting my youth on worrying what will be in future. anand will always be my comfort film. also I never had favourite things like movie song, but this movie is and will be my "favourite" movie all my life. as anand would say "babumoshai, Zindagi badi honi chahiye,lambi nahi!" I am signing off.