Ashlyn A – Google

Personally, if I'm depressed, you'll always see me being extremely withdrawn... Sometimes, it will go to the extreme where I consider/ponder/think about "committing suicide", but bc I'm a Christian, I always ultimately reject the thought... Knowing that Christ loves and cares for me, as well as my family, and the fact that even my crush doesn't hate me(we're good friends), is enough to keep me... Another thing is, I will mention how either I myself or life feels "blah", or has no true meaning or importance... I will also start to question my relationship with God, and/or see more than what's really there, even in TV shows like "Highway To Heaven".... The only thing that gets me out is my own will to have genuine joy again, prayer and worship music... I haven't watched more than maybe a couple minutes of this show, but my cousin has suggested I don't watch it in its entirety(even though she already told me everything that happens, JOL(Jovial Outstanding Laughter))... God bless u all, and He loves each and every one of u dearly!!