A funny thing happened on the way out of the theatre, having just seen the movie for the second time. After watching it the first time, I felt a little let down, and gave the movie a grade of good. Not great, but good. The first hour had been a little confusing, chasing after this thing that will lead our heroes to their goal, but first they have to find this guy who can tell them where to find the thing that will lead them to their goal. But they have to enlist the aid of this girl who can lead them to the guy who can tell them where to find the thing that can lead them to their goal. You get the idea. However, let me get back to that moment of just having seen it for the second time. I now considered it the great movie I wanted it to be. The mission, and its many chapters, flowed more logically in my mind. One scene did lead to the next. Subtle things that I had not quite picked up on the first time were suddenly revealed, and I understood. Those powerful, emotional moments in the film remained as potent as they had been upon first viewing. And the most human, heart-breaking reaction in the entire two and a half hours belonged to a Wookie. But what had happened was this: the rest of the movie had grown in strength as it rose up and with mighty shoulders, supporting the high points. I was swept along the emotion of the journey.
Is it a flaw in the story because I needed a second trip to the cinema to embrace its plot, its essential need to take those apparent sideroads on the way to a satisfactory conclusion? No. Great movies invite repeated viewings, and each time we see something new, we DISCOVER a connection we hadn't seen before. That is when cinema becomes magic.
As a male of 61 years of age, this really wasn't the conclusion to the storylines of the core characters I had come to love and claimed as belonging to my generation. I had followed the adventures of Luke and Han and Leia. The farmboy, the rogue, and the princess. This is about Rey and Poe and Finn vowing to take the fight to the enemy, and to stay together to the end. But there is enough of a whisper of my heroes of old to feel they are woven into the fabric of this new adventure. They are necessary.
To sum it up, I had a great time. I embarked on an epic journey with heroes and villains. I watched them die, both in heroism and villainy. I consciously watched a movie with my heart and not my head. It spoke to a new generation of movie-goers who demand more diverse and flawed heroes. But it also welcomed me to my seat in row J, seat 11. It closed the door on that world and that universe which was brand new 42 years ago. I saw my new friends find their place in this world, and discover that they were family.
And then, I said goodbye.