I really loved it. Sure it’s not realistic and sure it’s full of triggers, but if you are in a good enough headspace to appreciate the darkness life inherently offers it’s a really good read. If you have read it or are looking to read it I recommend listening to the song “Colors and Shapes” by Mac Miller. Very similar messages in my opinion, just different art forms sending out waves for you to find the beauty in. Don’t be afraid of the dark.