I can relate to Ruby's feeling. The suffocation having your normal life, vs of what you've thought you would be in your preadult. So much potential wasted when life takes turn on you. & Now having Billy as a purpose to relive your life, of seeing what's that potential would look like intrigues you. This last 12 years of your life, you feel like you're someone else although the actions n decisions were merely by you. This is what I love about this show, it maps what is inside your head. The dilemma of being a good functional person and at the same time trying to do justice for yourself. Really hoped people would enjoy watching it as much as I do, bcoz it is more than just a thriller comedy.