i loved the show 19 kids, and was so disappointed it was canceled because of the fall-out of Josh. i miss all the kids...even Josh, as i liked Anna and would enjoy seeing the kids grow and be born! i'm also disappointed in Derek! who does he think he is...God himself!! he gives Christians a bad rap!! he had no business saying those things about the other TLC people!! i'm a Christian and do NOT believe in homosexuality or transgender...however, i'm not going to put them down for it either...if that is the way they believe to live, it's their business, not mine...and there is nothing wrong with disagreeing with someone else's way of life...but we have to respect it...set a good example and pray for them...that's the best way, and it would be God's way!! i feel sorry for Jill...she is not on the show, because of her husband...not being with her family...he's a jerk!!