<<No spoiler>>
I watched Tatski Fujimoto's look back yesterday on the 12th of November, unlike many films which just serves me a plot and finishes them satisfied and fulfilled, by the time the credits rolled for Look back I was left with more questions than answers and tears.
Why do we draw? Why do we make art? If we don't like what we are doing why not stop? These were few of the many questions that imposed in my head, growing up as a child who's identity in school was the "art kid" and "drawing kid" this film left a significant personal impact on me like it did for many others; I talked less and drew more back in elementary, I was praised for the most amateur art works (mostly dinosaurs and cartoon characters) and was obsessed for more validation. I used to only eat and draw in Interval (recess) back then. I even have the same artbook which the characters used for a long time now.
The film feels like Fujimoto's love letter for drawing but also a critique of being an artist, whether being a mangaka or a traditional artist: we all have a shared experience of passion, resignation and ambition when it comes to making art.
Of course the film is not perfect. The biggest problem I had with this feature, was that it didn't last longer, I honestly could have watched another hour of this, but there was no filler or wasted moments in the film as it did not miss a beat, the story was engaging all the way through with my eyes blurred with water half of the time.
The animation and art style of the film was one of the most unique I've seen in a while from an animated film in general; it has the animation of a Science Saru production but also neatly weaven with Fujimoto's art style. The Ghibli like water color back grounds go hand in hand with the slice of life aspects of the film, despite being only 55 minutes it felt as if 20 minutes passed, as time flew by so fast I couldn't simply believe it, its like there wasn't enough time to look back at those past memories.
Which reminds me, are good films those that leave you with a satisfied experience or are good films those that leave you more questions. Why not both?
5/5 Shark Kicks