Most traumatic, undeniably sad and beautiful book ever. 100% worth it. This book is not a light read so if you do plan on reading it, search trigger warnings beforehand. I loved every second of this book, I felt I really got to know and understand the characters personally. Every emotion portrayed made me love this book even more. This book will change you, as it did me. I truly believe it gives us an insight into peoples heads and helps us realise that we may not know what might be going on in someones life, or how they're going mentally, so if we treat them with respect and make them feel valued, loved, you could change their life. I truly believe Williem was that anchor for Jude,* SPOILER ALERT * When Williem died Jude's progress and happiness died with him. Please be that anchor for someone. Be that kind person who makes someone happy. This book will forever be in my heart.