I wanted to help him, or tell someone he needed help i know back in these times mental health seemed to be not irrelevant its so sad he did not deserve to feel alone. they had no right to not show him love. his parrents did not deserve children.
i isolate myself because for me personally i feel like i am not from this time. that vi do not belong here i have a therapist who guides me and a phycolgist.please know it takes time without them i would keep failing myself. also its about finding the right one it takes time but if your having these feelings please see someone do not take somone elses life yes you may feel lost or alone or even numb but you will find your place i struggle everyday to find mine. i a blessed and we all are. i wish had good friends , his however were not friends and in the end he seen it it was like he was so angery at his mom and the fact they were picking on him making him be even more out of his comfort zone. that he took it out on these17 who are gone now. your life matters and others do too do not waste your time like chriss watts or jefferey or eventedd bundy there not role models there reasons to not see that we need to be more cautious with are loved ones what we say or do. how we treat them given a circumstance and we need to take care of are bodys minds and souls. because as humans we become courpted into such dispairs. please stay safe be alert. god bless