I read a lot and by far this is the worst book I’ve ever read. I’ve never given a book review but it is just so terrible I had to. There’s so much unnecessary mystery with absolutely zero answers. And this might make the book more appealing to read but it’s not worth it. The mystery of the main character remains just that, we learn nothing about her, her past, no bringing the reader up to speed on anything involving her. It says “the girls” in reference to people who “taught her” but who they are, what their connection is. It’s literally all left to the imagination in an annoying way. I eagerly read to the end waiting for the wrap up and NOTHING it like someone teaching you all the steps to tie your shoes except the last step and it unravels and makes no sense instead of anything at all coming together. This author must have needed cash bad and had writers block but pushed it off as some modern day exploration of anxiety and it just gives you anxiety reading the crap.