This book was a complete waste of my time. The writing is childish, despite all the characters being in their late 30s to early 40s. No one thinks, acts, or talks like that. There are also way too many characters and side stories with absolutely zero point of resolution. The entire plot is building to which man she chooses or what she chooses for her life in the future, but all it is is a bunch of spiritual experimentation with random people you never see again, lots of conflict, and zero resolution. This is one of those books where I question how in the f$#+ it was ever published.