He spread such a beautiful message in this movie that *Suicide is not the solution* yet he left this world in that tragic way. I keep thinking what kinda darkness he was within that he gave up and couldn't fight it even after portraying this role who clearly said and believe that " you can fight off the darkness. There is more to life than failure.Suicide is never the option". I just cannot imagine the things he was going through that made him cross path with such a tragic and horrible decision like that.
My heart hurts so much right now. I cannot get over the fact that he is dead. I just still cannot bring myself into terms with this heartbreaking reality.Such a bright smart intelligent precious pure brilliant shinning star gone in this tragic way is unacceptable for me. I hope and pray that wherever he is, he is in PEACE. Ameen!
If only there was one person in his life who could have hug him and told him that *this is not the end, you can do so much more. It's okay to cry and break down sometimes but these dark days will be over soon and spring will come again."
Maybe just maybe he would be with us right now. :""")