sometimes faith

**Contains slight spoilers** I recommend this drama to anyone who is willing to put aside their mental wellbeing and scar themselves for life. I personally, I'm not a person who gets emotional easily but I am quite positive that the amount of tears I shed over this show are half the tears I've cried my whole life. It's been a few days since I've finished it and I still can't get it off my mind. Just thinking back to that ending alone simply brings me back to tears. The portrait of Wang So just staring ahead at a deserted scenery of the kingdom, nobody left by his side anymore, everyone gone. You can quite literally feel the loneliness through the screen and that is what hurt the most, I hated how he ended things with hae soo and how they didn't fully settle matters and lived on with misunderstanding but my heart hurts for him so damn much😣😟. Just thinking about how he stands there forever alone, drowning in guilt. It hurts so much and I wish things could be different, but nevertheless everything else was was amazing. It is a pity that we're not getting a season 2. I wish they could clear up the misunderstanding or at least air the special episodes. The emotions you will experience during this show are something else, the soundtrack, the amazing acting (specifically my fav Lee Joon Gi❤️) The tragic love, the conflict, the drama and regret. I wish I had never watched it just so I could torture myself and go through that experience again. Because even though it hurts, it was truly wonderful.