Debra Ackerman

I LOVE THIS SHOW. I FEEL CONNECTED WITH TYLER AS I HAVE MANY OF THE SAME EXPERIENCES AS HIM SINCE I WAS 4 YRS OLD. I FEARED A LOT OF WHAT I SAW AND HEARD. GHOST, THINGS FLOATING IN AIR, VOICES IN MY HEAD, BEING TOUCHED, ETC. I PUSHED THEM AWAY, REFUSED IT BECAUSE I FELT I WOULD USE WHATEVER I HAD TO HURT THOSE WHO ABUSED ME TERRIBLY SINCE 3 YRS OLD. I WAS ABUSED MANY TIMES SEXUALLY, PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY I WANTED TO HURT THEM BACK. TYLER GREW HIS AND NOW THAT I'M 65 YRS OLD I'M FEELING ROBBED OF WHAT I MIGHT HAVE BECOME IF NOT FOR SUCH A TURBULENT LIFE. HE'S SOFT, KIND, LOVING I BECAME HARD, DISTANT AND FULL OF ANGER. I NEVER FELT WORTHY OF THE GOD GIVEN GIFT. TYLER IS A GIFT TO MAN KIND.