This book was the best mix of emotions i’ve ever felt before. You’d laugh, you’d cry, you’d feel empty inside. I relate to the narrator but i also think that she is a horrible person who deep inside can’t accept that, i see my reflection in her and that scares me. Sometimes the world feels like a deep void with no end, you just need to find the light but, sometimes there is no light. How are you supposed to live now? In a pit of emptiness and and soul-crushing darkness.