Great book, read this in my 8th grade english class, i read ahead before everybody. So when i read he was holding a gun i was like, “oop guess he wants to die, welp”. Well chuga chuga a choo choo, here come the reality train, he kills himself! I had had to double take and re-read the police report. I set down the book, all my friend looked a me, i sat for a sec, and kept reading. Very disappointed with Keshia’s letter to him, not sad enough. But what really got me what Monty at his brother grave saying things to hime, not really understanding that his brother is gone for good and that the parents divorced. Man I cried, good book but i mad at it for being good