This book was so captivating and well written, so jarring that it was hard to look away. I, unlike many others, did not cry when i finished it, I was just left feeling like something was gone. I lowkey got hella depressed about a week after I finished it, almost failed my drivers ed test because it messed me up so bad. I truly never thought a book could upset me, because I don't read alot, but a friend recommended it to me and she made it sound really gut wrenching, so I read it (shouts out) (not) (jk). huuuuuge tw for like everything, if your not mentally well then don't read it, if you are mentally well (like I was pre-read), prepare to not be soon!