This is a very intense and deeply emotional movie about the heartbreaking experiences of what a depressed young man(Joaquin Phoenix)who lives and works for his older parents in New York, goes through with, when he meets one woman who is a beautiful blonde neighbor(Gwyneth Paltrow) and has a short fling her, but she doesn't truly share his feelings, and is dating a married older man, and is kind of really superficial and manipulative. This woman symbolizes the kind of fantasy love that is beautiful on the outside, but often hollow and deceptive on the inside, a heartbreak waiting to happen. She deceives him several times, while he struggles to try to please her. On the other hand, he begins to juggle a second relationship, with a truly loving and honest brunette girl, who is also friends of his parents. He is kind of pressured by his parents to be with her, since it would bring a business merger between families. He does actually like her a lot though, but isn't sure about his feelings. He keeps being tempted to chase the first girl. When he goes back and forth, and is finally truly hurt by the blonde girl, who ends up nearly getting him to run off and leave his relatives and everyone behind and move to California, she again blows him off, once again becoming more serious with the married man she's chasing. He ends up going for the more honest and sincere brunette girl, who is actually more beautiful and sweeter anyways. Joaquin Phoenix gives a truly deep acting performance, in my opinion, one of his best ever. Its kind of like one man's dark sad quest for true love, in a depressing world, like an old style New York(it is actually set in the present, but feels like 1970's New York)being taunted one hand by a fantasy of what he wanted, and on the other hand a more sincere love. When he is ready to just give up and drown himself for a second time literally, he sees the glimmer of hope of a sincere love and lets it guide him to true happiness with the girl who is friends with his family, the brunette girl.. The music in this film is outstandingly emotional too. Between quiet guitar strumming sad intertwining passages, and opera, and emotional symphonic pieces. I truly loved it. It is sad, but it is very good. A masterpiece.