Shaun Johnson

I’m not a highly educated man, nor do I claim any premise to critique any movie on a scholarly level. What I will say, is that this is the first movie in YEARS that provoked my emotions, uncontrollably, as they poured from my heart. For some reason, I’ve always been fascinated with what some consider taboo, or the least path sought. Astronomy horror, history, religion, art, music that reflect core emotions, etc. I’m not imposing my impressions of my views on others, but what I will say is that almost everything I hold to value was included in this film. And yet, another very personal aspect included was sacrificing yourself for the will others to live and enjoy life, without you, now, let me clarify. People who think their existence is a detriment to others may find this act of sacrifice to be beautifully reflected in their own lives. I will admit, I’ve often had my own ideas of my existence to be a test to myself and those around me. If I were to no longer be in existence for others, all the while, making their lives better, I’d make the right decision in a heartbeat. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety for years, and often thought, why? Maybe I’ll never figure it out, but this direction of a continuous destiny for humanity was very personal. ***** SPOILER ALERT ***** After the last of the 4 horsemen of the apocalypse ended his life, and the signs of the end of the world finally convinced the entire family this was real, one of the husbands decided to be sacrificed. His last words were so beautiful and comforting. He knew that his destiny was defined at that moment, and he understood what had to happen so others would continue to live and love as he had. He was at peace, something I don’t think I’ve ever known. He explained his decision to his husband, and had a vision of their daughter’s successful future, after his death. At that moment, my eyes filled with tears and I had to walk away from my family so they wouldn’t see me becoming emotional. I guess my reaction enlightened me to what the true trigger was, and how it connected all the dots. Although I would be more than happy to sacrifice myself first so that everyone else could live, I still had a selfish admiration of “missing out.” But that’s my personal sacrifice and I know I’d rather have that ending opposed to any alternative. As I said before, these are just my personal thoughts, and I am in no way advocating any side to convince anyone of anything. He left behind a life of pure happiness for others to have even a glimpse of what love is. Ok, enough of my blabbering. Good night all! Love wins in the end!