this book changed my life...as someone struggling with depression and suicidal ideation, there was something deeply comforting and even hopeful about this book, despite the tragic ending and how soul destroying sad it was. it emotionally ruined me, but it also gave me something beautiful and incredibly valuable. the descriptions of everyday joys and pleasures, the friendships and love, the happy years; it's full of joy and beauty. that's what sticks with me the most. ♡