Shah Ardi

Man, I have never had a game question my existence and purpose in this world. What can I say about this game? This game is just like my ex. It was so beautiful and fun at first. There were shit days but it was never something that would affect me mentally. Then after a while, it was becoming more and more toxic. I saw myself changing and becoming this toxic being I never had a clue about. I started doubting my worth and I started to not even be able to stop because of all the anger caused by something/someone I adored and couldn't see myself living without. Then COVID hit and I had nothing but time to self-reflect and realize this monster that I had become because of them. So through all the pain and suffering, I had to cut them both off. I had to do it on my own and almost went as far as to think of killing myself. Who am I kidding tho I'm no alpha, I'm just beta hiding in the skin of an Alpha that I found by the road. Overall though I'm glad and thankful for the nights and days we cherished together and I'm thankful for the memories that I'll never forget. Still wish I could go back or even have a new start but no that's not how life works because without hardship and obstacles what would our lives be? Pretty good game tho </3 :')

The feeling this game gave me when I first played was a similar feeling to when I got my first girlfriend and we would hold hands while walking. Beating a boss in this game feels like the first time I had intercourse. However, when the bosses constantly kill me it also gives me the same feeling as when she told me she had been cheating on me with my then-best friend. Overall tho it's a great game and so happy I got to enjoy it. Love Live The Monkey King!!!