I will never listen to his music again , and I was a kid who had his poster on my teenage wall growing up . He was a freak of nature and I definately believe the boys stories about the abuse . Michael certainly fooled us, with his soft voice and talk about love . He was so screwed up , he didn't even consider that he was an abuser , he probably truly felt justified in his actions . My heart goes out to the boys and their families . Shame on those mothers for allowing them to sleep with Michael .