I really wanted to like this book, but the more I read, the more perplexed I was with how obsessed the author was with obtaining Melania's approval. She seemed like a very well educated individual that just didn't know how to let go, It was sad to me that she lost time with her family, she will never get back. To me it read more like her personal diary and was way too long and oh the emojis she referenced, please just let it go!