Smiling BeauTy

Raw, gritty, surreal,epic, sad and ironic. I was left not fully knowing who to feel sorry for. I wanted to have empathy, yet I wanted to be outraged. I felt shame, yet it wasn't mine to have. I wanted to cry, scream and yet I wanted to hold them both. Passing judgement, passing by, passing up missed opportunities, all of the above. I sill feel sad and despair ,yet I will watch again and possibly again. Thank you for the escape and oddly enough the deep emotion..