Sharon Mathieson

I had a morbid fascination with the show. I’m 54 and recently lost my husband of 33 years. I found it therapeutic yet troubling as I would love to disappear but you have to carry on for your children and in my case, parents as well. The pain is terrible, I wish I could choose the way out. Ricky, I admire you, but for some people this is Real Life not After Life, I hope you are pleased with it, I sobbed.