Caitlyn wrote this book whilst living with chronic pelvic pain. In a space of deep depression due to no concrete answers from the 17 specialists that she saw, Caitlyn felt the Lord place a desire in her to write this devotional despite discomfort. She wrote the book, it was edited, designed and published all within a full period of 6 weeks from start to finish. Her vulnerable, funny and deeply moving story of inspiration despite depression and chronic pain, has been an inspiration to all audiences that she has addressed and has helped her self-published book sell the 7000 copies that it has in South Africa and thus reach the best seller list.