First off, I love Jodi Picoult and own almost all of her books. I was given this one as a birthday gift and was so excited to start reading! The beginning of the book was great and captivating, yet I found myself skipping over almost all of the bee information. It was way too much detail compared to the lack in detail for the characters. I also didn't like how it was only from lily and Olivia's point of view. Lily being trans should have been included in the beginning to cause less confusion about Asher and their struggles. That being said, the abusive relationship between his parents took over and there was no resolution, he just disappeared after her testimony and they never discussed how the dad really was or what Asher remembered. The ending seemed rushed as well, with the killer being her bets friend and nothing happening to her? With that being said, we knew that Olivia was going to get with the cop, it was just an after thought it seemed and thrown in at the end. Overall, I am questioning the plot choices and motive behind adding so many elements to the story line. It was way too chaotic. Super disappointed after being such a fan of the author and loving all the previous books. Definitely would not recommend, especially due to the length of the book without any real ending or closure for the characters. Lily's poor mom!