Frances Mary Williams

Dawn, I wasn't trying to "CONTROL YOU!"......SEE WHAT I MEAN??......You "Misunderstand" everything I say to you. I was only making that "SUGGESTION" to "HELP YOU!!!"........AND......HELP ME ALSO TO SEE YOUR FACE LIKE I DID BEFORE AT THE HOTEL. The reason I keep asking you for us to do that is because of what I told you about how it was so .......I don't know any other way to put it except to say "IT MADE IT MUCH MORE REAL FOR ME TO SEE YOUR FACE AND TELL ME WHAT I DID. Even though I don't 'REMEMBER' any of those 'HORRIBLE THINGS YOU SAID I DID' it was so much better than you telling me in an "email."........(do you understand?).......I even told my "THERAPIST" after that time when I saw her. I told her how you looked when you told me and it made me realize it must be "TRUE."........Why can't you understand!?......My only reason is to make us both talk about it face to face instead of talking and accusing each other in "emails." I "know you Dawn".....your my Daughter.....seeing your face when you talk to me is so "FANTASTIC!!!".....Because" SEEING YOUR FACE is so MUCH how I CARE ABOUT YOU AND MAKING YOU FEEL BETTER. Also, I have something I want to ask you about the time that I was "sick." It's really "Important." It's something I even talked to the "Hypnotist" about. I don't want to talk to you about it on these "emails" because I know it's going to get all "GOBBLE-DE-GOOP" like so many other things I say to you. Love, Mommy, xoxox I'm so "SORRY" for the way I wrote to you in my last emails. I was out of my 'Medication' for 'Depression' and 'Anxiety' and my 'Mood' was really off. I Love you so much and I wish so much you could stop being so "ANGRY WITH ME" and let us "TRY" harder to reach a better "Understanding." I just got so "FRUSTRATED" because I try so hard to 'REACH YOU' and when you w😿rite back with just "MORE THRASHING AT ME I JUST COULDN'T TAKE ANYMORE." I hope you understand (P.S. I wanted to make sure you got this so I copied and pasted it for you to read again.)