I thought twice about posting a review of this book. The title is so in your face. But so is the touchy subject of sexuality. And it needs to be talked about.
The thing that I liked most about this book was that it was Jackie’s story of breaking free from gender confusion, but it also wasn’t. It was a book about sexuality, but it also wasn’t. It was so much more.
It is a memoir of one woman’s imperfect journey from darkness to light full of brutally honest scripture, real life stories and profound quotes and prose from a fellow poet. It is raw but not vulgar and it’s focus is on God, not on the author or the sin she was set free from.
In “Gay girl, good God”, Jackie exposes how we in the church are guilty of preaching a “heterosexual gospel” where we encourage people struggling with their sexuality to come to Jesus so they can become straight instead of coming to Jesus because he is worthy of our love and devotion. This is wrong. God cares about so much more than our sexuality. He cares about our souls.
As Jackie states, “For the unbeliever that struggles with same sex attractions, God is not calling them to be straight. He’s calling them to himself. When he is the aim of their repentance and the object of their faith, they are made right with God and given the power by the Holy Spirit to deny all sin- sexual and otherwise.”
This is so important for Christians and non Christians to know and understand about God. He’s so much bigger than our sexuality. After all, he’s the one who created it. And nothing is too messy for him to unravel. No sin is too great for him to forgive. No story is too broken for him to redeem.
I took my time with this book, as I encourage you to do if you read it. The topics of fatherlessness, abuse, same sex attraction, identity, lust and the misconceptions of woman-hood are definitely heavy, but so, so necessary to unpack and ponder in our current times.
Thank you Jackie, for your brave and beautiful words.
I didn’t expect your story to make me love Jesus more- but it did.
And to you- read this book.
Experience the wonder of Gods goodness. 🙏🏻💗