5th star because it’s relatable for someone with unpopular opinions- and spoiler: getting double crossed by a lawyer who clearly, doesn’t care about you.
Anyways, I found this book as one from a middle school library, that some kid forgot to return. (Lol)
And I gave it a read being the casual book enjoyer that I was, and am. It gives you the “I hate my government, but I can’t do anything” feels. Helemuth just has to keep his thoughts in his head- only trusting a few individuals. While everyone else is a proud Nazi. I mean again, he can only trust a few people with his thoughts.
And then everyone from Helemuth’s church believes that rebelling is a sin, which also adds to the frustration. Having to hang on to your morals while living under the regime of a blatantly evil government, reminds me of my own grievances while being told by everyone that I was just pathetic.
Out of all of that, the book is very much life-filled. Detail to characters and all that. What’s also amazing is the fact that the author sort of imagined unfilled gaps of Helemuth’s life and its quite reasonably presented. The icing on the cake was knowing that at least Helemuth’s friends were okay.
I love WWII era novels and this one sliced my head with a machete. Short read but you can get a lot out of it.
And to all the Helemuths out there, literally no matter what regime or corrupt government, or annoying assertive establishment that doesn’t allow you to breathe, you live under, hang tight, make some history.
“What kind of man fights for what he knows is wrong?” Let that sit in. Your time will come some day. Even if it contradicts my own worldview.