I can't tell you how much watching this I cried my eyes out. I now know that I'm nowhere near getting over my childhood trauma. I myself have a family member that is a monster. The whole family has kept it a secret and it's been going on since he was a teenager. He is now in his 80s. I was 9 when it happened to me and now I'm 41. I do not know how to deal with everything I still hold in. Even therapists haven't helped. Thank you for this because now I know I have alot more work to do.