I watched This movie twice The first time I watched it it was extremely difficult cuz my son had just died from suicide hanging. Second time I watched it I got to really see the depth of Bradley Cooper his addiction and his mental health issues. And I think the saddest part of the movie for me was when he was trying to recover and be there and he was kind of teetering on the edge as when that record producer or whoever he was came in and basically told him he was bringing Allie down that was like the point where he decided he was going to do himself in him that was heartbreaking for me especially knowing that my son committed suicide.