I love her,and has me wanting more after her reading the first chapter in her own voice. Why isn't this available on audible or tge library? I want all her books,unfortunately can't afford to buy due to the cost of living,and single mother. It would be great to have on audible or where we are able to rent at a library or somewhere. I'm so upset, this really let's me know how sad,and broke I am when I can't afford to escape,and read a book because of the cost. Wow sometimes the smallest things really break your soul realizing I can't afford a simple book. What'd the future for my baby. Oh my goodness forgive me,it's bigger than a book. Life just slapped me harder than ever