i really enjoy watching this show except watching mamma june..she is a train wreck waiting to happen.i feel for the girls,as my mother was the same way,from the time i was born,no drugs but not wanting us,i am the oldest of seven,have one blood brother,when things got tough she came to me for a place to live i wouldn'thave let her but my aunt who raised me made me feel bad..so hang in there josh someday it will get better..one more thought my half siblings knocked over my fathers headstne..didn't ever meet him.he left when i was sixteenmonths old came back in my 30's.. i was not mention in het obit and i was not botherd so from iowa life will get better.pull your boot straps up is all you can do..