At the beginning she gives her point of view that she believes that she might be going to hell or she in it ,and I'm intrigued I want to know how she got to that point. And as you watch each episode you see that death is around every corner whether it be from you drinking water to getting sick if you didn't know how to properly boil . Going into the bathroom and that you might die that there's hope and joy but at the same time despair. Truly enjoying it so far and really looking forward to each episode.