Fat Huang

No matter how regretful or how much they have changed, the fact is the fact. The victims are never being back to be alive. The law system is weird. Because dead people are dead, when time goes by, their death means less and less and the crimes that they put in to the jail and keep being alive become more and more worthy to live in freedom just because they say they have changed and they are sorry. how heavy the responsibility is won’t change just because we feel regretful and sorry. We feel regretful and sorry, and okay, we know what we have done was so bad. Okay and other people are aware of how we change. Okay. That is it. The fact stays on the timeline. Everyone of us just has to carry on with the fact. My dad gave me more than 2x years of domestic violence since I was a kid. I will never become whole mentally and I still have some obstacles to act very smooth with the society. Now he is old and people started to tell me he is still your father and children should take care of the parents when they get old. And they talked about forgiveness and how regretful I will be if I don’t forgive and just be nice to him if one day he dies. But I didn’t kill anyone but myself. Those people definitely don’t understand what the life under domestic violence is like. I can tell the world I hope he can die sooner. So I can stop feeling there is someone in the world that I have to interact with and keep reminding those parts of me that were damaged by him. When he was young, he believed he could control all of us and thread us badly. He even tried to get millions of dollars from my ex parents when there was a marriage considered. When I decided. Or to marry my ex due to a serious consideration about the future happiness and how his mom used me as a servant level. My dad told my mom to tell me “ go to look at the mirror to see how you look like. Who is she thinks she is?” And he couldn’t get the money from that and got angry with the parents of my ex and started his domestic violence of vocal violence by continuous calls in a short period of time and for days. Now he is old and he is an old man that I don’t give a fuck and I set myself free by not going back home. Sometimes I still feel scared he will just come to my city and my workplace and embarrass me in the crazy way he had been. So just because he is old and he can’t be that independent financially and he ruined his own life and spent his own money in a black hole way, I have to take care of him just because he is my father? What about ruined my psychological health, and my social behavior, and caused my 27 years of depression that I am now still suffered. Violence is not forgivable, of course either the murder is. Forgiveness is something made by human being that on the side of the worse harm. We don’t have to have forgiveness every time and for everything. Sometimes as Taylor Swift said “you don’t have to forget, you don’t have to Forgive. You just move on.” (Unless the one who was killed was a rapist, the murder was the justice. that is the best way to solve the problem, kill them all. )

Talking about if this was a murder of malice? How about thinking about if the twelve years raping is malice? What did it matter if the murder malice? If they didn’t kill the father, what would the system do to the father? 8 years in the jail and behave well so release four years later? Or no evidence could prove it happened so just case off? People kill another one, and then go to jail or death penalty. People raped another one? Can we make them be raped too? Let’s be fair. Any parent does this to their kids should be killed by any way and it is fair enough. And also any parent that has known the on going domestic violence of any pattern or sexual one proceeded by the other parent but has chosen to do nothing to protect their children is the co-worker of the violence. I don’t feel any pity for their mother. I felt she was one of the piece of shit of this disgusting and horrible face of long term rape. She had responsibility. Also, people said “why didn’t they leave?” Dozens years ago. I hope they met something in their lives and ever asked themselves “why did I leave?” When they faced those shit stuff. I don’t care if that was a needed emergency for defense. They had the right to kill their father a thousand time. Because the law system of the whole word punishes sexual crimes in a friendly way so that they just keep doing it. This should not be the brothers being the jail. This should be those who made the law going to face what they have done to this word. You guys made a so disgusting light weight of judgment yo sexual crimes. That is why. They just did much less they should do to their father. If you were any of them, you could come out and said “victims didn’t kill always. So they killed. It doesn’t mean they could do it.” I doubt if I have a normal logic or those people do. If I were one of them, I will shoot him a thousand time and I wouldn’t feel sorry. the last thing is about "the prosecutor of the first trial", Pamela Bozanich. She made me feel unbelievable about her visibly emotionally overwhelmed when she described what the brothers were like in her eyes and how she felt about the case in the second trial. It was all about she didn't win the case in her hands and those anger and how unsatisfied she has felt about the case result- Just because it was not her who ended it. She emphasized: I didn't win. This is about a murder and a two human beings sexual abuse background. It was not two vegetables' product line. Observed without observed the way she talked about this case......showed how females can't handle the emotion with a mature and stable status....when I am a female and I can't help say this. Watch the film. She described the brothers "two pots of plants" and "dumb murderers". Seriously? this was what she could provide in a documentary film? You all will understand, She is the only person I dislike in the whole film. Not going to feel any honor or grace about her sharing in this film.

A movie that was made with too much intense...too much exaggerated, try too hard to make the movie scary in a good way to watch. couldn't stand the vibes towards like EVERY SINGLE SECOND at high key. The editor of the plot and the director seem to have a lack of sense to make a rhythm of a movie. They just made the movie starts with a screaming tone and all the way till the end. so annoying that I lost interest to watch it before 50% and I did try to watch it. decided not to waste my time. also the main actors were too much. they don't have the rhythm either. Just all the way at high key trying to perform a horror movie but ...... a horror movie is not a movie with those exaggerated face and tones all the time. Sigh....can't stand it so that had to come to leave a review. Soooooo bad. Netflix has so many rough movies.