Wow, this is a really hard read and really hard to get into, and I love books. I don't possibly get how this could be on the New York times bestseller list, I'm having to force myself to read it for book club, in tiny gulps, and normally I can't put most books down and end up devouring them in a day or two. I don't like to leave bad reviews, but I've never been so disappointed in a book in my life that I don't even want to finish reading it, and it feels like torture to force myself to read even one page at a time. I've never felt this unhappy holding a book in my hands in my entire life.