I am on the meadow scene which i LOVED and wiped so many tears the first time around but this book is nothing but frustrating! It doesnt even feel/sound like the Edward i love so much. Hes super insecure and whiny. I never liked Bella and I thought Edwards point of view would have more depth. Meyers could have focused more on building an amazing back story PRE Bella! Instead he just watches her sleep and stresses on how much of an animal he is... Its the same story as the first so that makes 3 not 2 times shes written this story! Remember the story she wrote with a female vampire vs male vampire love interest. Its hard to love Edward so much after the 4 books to read this and feel like hes a total different character. So disappointed.