Don't abuse your self just because you are still young. love your self instead, what ever happened bad to you where you come up with blaming something that causes your pain.. Always remember the only person you can blame is you. you are the matrix what ever decision you made, it's your choice. You Abuse your self? Bad habits? and now you feel something that you didn't feel before? like your back is hurting, excessively coughing, blurring vision, your kidney is hurt, other disease that suddenly appears? of course you will ask your self there's no one you can blame? because there's no She or He it's all you. you didn't RESPECT the balance you didn't listen, Why because you always saying is Why? I'm still young!? I can do what ever i wanted to do to my self. addiction, ignorance, по self control, devalue. Moral lesson Value your self. there's no end but
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