This movie was all over the place. I don't know whether to like it or hate it. I found it sad that his parents were never there for him, even though towards the end, he had a "heart-to-heart" with his mother. In reality, she never knew him. This movie was more sad than philosophical like I think they intended it to be. It was also kind of cringe. I can see where Conrad got his antics. He showed a lot of aspects that Freud would talk about sexually. Im glad he finally got his life together and started to grow up, even though it was in his early 40s. I just don't like the way this film was presented, it's not my cup of tea, maybe that's why it's free. I would rate this movie a 3.