I admire her honesty to herself (and, so to the audience of this documentary). It seems to me that she just can't help but be herself and which is (I assume) her unconscious life goal for her to achieve, not being famous or being loved by someone incompetent to love. I've never had a mother who teaches me what is like to be woman, how I love myself as a girl. Including her, I've met many mothers whom I've never had, on screens and in books, showing me with their lives that it's not only okay but also is it a great thing to be yourself.